May 2013
10 posts
posypayne:
im in love with someone i literally can never have.
but the grey one is strong, stronger than he... →
nerdyninjanicole:
my top five philosopher deaths
Tycho Brahe either died because he was at a banquet and didn’t want to go pee because it was bad manners
OR he died from mercury poisoning from his prosthetic silver/gold nose that he got because he lost his nose in a duel against his third cousin.
Francis Bacon died because he got pneumonia when he was out in the cold stuffing snow...
I am not weak. I am strong.
I get what I want by hard work.
Things are not handed to me on a platter.
I have had a tough time with weight loss as of late, but I am getting back on track. Starting right now. I will be the best me I can be.
I will achieve what I have always wanted to.
Tomorrows plan: wake up at 8
Eat breakfast at 8:15
Work out at 9-10:30
11:30-2:30 review things for math ii...
grouprojects:
titmuffins:
grouprojects:
being gay is a sin?? um actually
bi = gay x straight
sin = straight / bi
the straights cancel
sin = 1/gay
times that by gay
gay(sin) = 0
gay = -sin
move the negative over
-gay = sin
so not being gay is a sin oops
idk what you just said but thanks nerd
“In the morning there is meaning, in the evening there is feeling.”
– Gertrude Stein (via annie)
There’s just something about the genuine connected smoothness of ink and paper and all of the fibers intertwining though not like you and I though equally as beautiful but frayed ends to a torn sheet still okay and the smell of coffee beans on breath and clichés I’d rather die than repeat. It’s strange to look now and only see edge after edge when before I was so centered I...
April 2013
1 post
Meal Plan
Bfast: Plain Cheerios w/soy milk Banana
Lunch: Salad Half of wheat bagel Fruit Cottage Cheese
Dinner: Veggies Fruit Pasta w/marinara (cup) and breadstick
March 2013
7 posts
beerito:
this guy at my school put 20 dollars into the vending machine to buy cheetos and he got 380 nickels back a teacher had to take him to the office bc he was crying so hard
Plan:
Breakfast:
Fruit and wheat bagel 2 glasses of (280 or st)
water 1 coffee (1 Splenda) (20)
Lunch:
Salad with not tons of dressing (150)
1/2 cup cottage cheese (100)
Fruit (50)
Dinner:
(500) good balance pls.
Later or snack at some point: protein shake.
MASTER MATH III
Tomorrow!
Breakfast: Banana (120)
After workout: Greek yogurt (140)
Snack: Bowl of cereal (210)
Snack: Carrots and blueberries (150)
Dinner and stuff ye
Also food!!!
Okay breakfast the usual
Lunch is salad with cottage cheese fruit and half a wheat bagel
Dinner will be veggies soup a breadstick and beans
Workout will be run 3.5 miles walk some stair stepper for 20 mins.
Then do triceps
Triceps machine skull crushes flys up against wall but do hard pyramid skull crusher and throw in some abs
Nighttime is Greek yogurt (9 pm)
I don’t care that I am hopeless
Or you wrecked
You feel like home
A warm sweater on a cold day
My favorite pair of old jeans
I said “I’m dying” and she said “baby, aren’t we all?”
Tomorrow!
Breakfast:
cereal w/ soy milk
fruit
Lunch:
salad
fruit
veggies
also, for a workout.
stair stepper: 300
bike: 200
run: 200
February 2013
8 posts
I want to be healthy.
I want to be satisfied.
I want to be done.
But I have to get there.
And self sabataoging cycles will not help me do that.
So for the next two weeks, I am vowing to eat clean, and get between 6 and 9 hours of exercise a week.
Tomorrows plan is as follows:
Breakfast: kashi go lean with skim milk (233)
Fruit (67)
Run 25 mins (-300)
Lunch: Smoothie...
Plan for tomorrow!
Okay, so
wake up at 8:15
study math 3 for an hour
go run for twenty or so minutes (-300)
do ab workout
shower
etc.
breakfast:
normal cheerios w/skim milk (150)
banana (120)
coffee (30)
lunch
cottage cheese (90)
fruit (50)
1/2 bagel w/pb (125)
salad w/ff italian (135)
at the gym: bike (-300)
run (-100)
do an arm workout!
dinner:
tons of veggies (100)
wheat...
Tomorrow’s meal plan woooohooo
breakfast:
kashi go lean (220)
fruit (80)
lunch:
cottage cheese (130)
veggies (70)
bagel w/cream cheese (200)
dinner:
pasta w/marinara (300)
fruit (50)
veggies (50)
beans (150)
mmmm
workout:
something arms
run (-400)
bike (-200)
ab workout!
Sunday: (bulking)
Breakfast: Kashi go lean and fruit and coffee (270)
Lunch: cottage cheese (130), piece of wheat bread (80) salad (150) and fruit (50) cocoa puffs (150)
Dinner: Vegetable fried rice, prezels, and apple sauce. (450)
take banana (120)
workout : run 3.1 miles as fast as possible (-400 cals)
bike (-200)
lifting : pyramid squats, lunges,...
1 tag
and we”ll write things in new ways
and inhale smoke
and run until our lungs burn
and we gasp
never feeling truly alive until we see death
Tomorrow
Please
I need to detox.
Never again.
Run 2 miles in the morning
Breakfast:
Plain Cheerios with skim milk
Lunch applesauce,yogurt,and a serving of prezels. Bring this with you to class.
(80+90+140)
dinner
tons of veggies, fruit, and yeah. the goal is to eat very little and detox.
drink 3 glasses of water at every meal.
Tomorrow's Meal Plan and Stuff
Breakfast
Regular Cheerios w/skim milk (140)
Fruit (60)
Lunch
salad w/fat free french dressing (100)
cottage cheese (100)
piece of toast (80)
fruit (80)
Dinner
Cinnamon Raisin Bagel (300)
Fruit (50)
Veggies (75)
Running: (-250)
January 2013
5 posts
I’m literally lying in my bed crying and just sitting here hating my life thinking when the fuck will I be normal?
Why me?
Why do I suck?
Why do I get kicked down everytime I even try to get back up?
What is the point anymore of trying when there’s no one left to try for, myself included?
I need people in my life who can deal with my mental issues.
Not necessarily deal, but care...
poem: i sat there watching the condensation... →
finishedkissingmydeath:
i sat there watching the condensation rolling down the side of my can of diet coke, mirroring the perspiration “glistening” off of me in my evidently girlish and inhuman figure.
this weather is disgusting.
i love it.
it’s so hot i could die.
i’ve never felt so alive.
i fold my feet up on the…
welcome to humanity.
a cloud passes overhead, temporarily shading...
i sat there watching the condensation rolling down the side of my can of diet coke, mirroring the perspiration “glistening” off of me in my evidently girlish and inhuman figure.
this weather is disgusting.
i love it.
it’s so hot i could die.
i’ve never felt so alive.
i fold my feet up on the chair, smiling at the unpleasant sweat buildup causing my legs to stick to the...
I don’t even know who to reach out to anymore. I seriously should consider suicide.
December 2012
5 posts
tomorrow’s plan.
Wake up at 9:30.
Eat.
10:00-11:00 run around/jog/walk around town etc.
come home. read the hobbit. eat.
1:00-2:00
go to joe’s and weight lift
come home. eat a yogurt
shower
go to dad’s
come home
eat lasagna
wake up by noon
eat a banana (120)
run three miles (maybe outside?) (yes)
go weight lift at joe’s
play just dance at night
eat greek yogurt and cereal (320)
lunch: veggie thingie or something (400)
eat a slice of pizza at dinner i guess ughhh (400)
woohooo
breakfast:
kashi go lean (175)
banana (125)
lunch:
vegetables (50)
cottage cheese (100)
fruit (75)
dinner:
pasta (300)
vegetables (50)
fruit (75)
granola bar (100)
I stop and glance around. My family is laughing.
They are happy.
What is happy?
I am happy, right?
We eat, and then relocate.
Laugh some more.
But I can’t. It’s my biggest fear.
I walk outside.
I’m just going to get fresh air.
I go stand over there.
And I just jump.
Just like that.
Because I can’t take the feeling
Because I need to find my bones
Time passes
Am I really doing this
This is what my...
November 2012
1 post
i tried to whisper nothings
but there wasn’t a way
maybe there wasn’t a will
but i know there was hope
and that’s really the same thing
if not for intent
so since i’m a split string
a bone with no ligament
i’m breaking…
… rotting
a sad song sung
i wanted to fall
but i was made of air
i floated along
and blew through your hair
against bone...
