posypayne: im in love with someone i literally can never have.
but the grey one is strong, stronger than he... →
nerdyninjanicole: my top five philosopher deaths Tycho Brahe either died because he was at a banquet and didn’t want to go pee because it was bad manners OR he died from mercury poisoning from his prosthetic silver/gold nose that he got because he lost his nose in a duel against his third cousin. Francis Bacon died because he got pneumonia when he was out in the cold stuffing snow...
I am not weak. I am strong. I get what I want by hard work. Things are not handed to me on a platter. I have had a tough time with weight loss as of late, but I am getting back on track. Starting right now. I will be the best me I can be. I will achieve what I have always wanted to. Tomorrows plan: wake up at 8 Eat breakfast at 8:15 Work out at 9-10:30 11:30-2:30 review things for math ii...
grouprojects: titmuffins: grouprojects: being gay is a sin?? um actually bi = gay x straight sin = straight / bi the straights cancel sin = 1/gay times that by gay gay(sin) = 0 gay = -sin move the negative over -gay = sin so not being gay is a sin oops idk what you just said but thanks nerd
In the morning there is meaning, in the evening there is feeling.– Gertrude Stein (via annie)
There’s just something about the genuine connected smoothness of ink and paper and all of the fibers intertwining though not like you and I though equally as beautiful but frayed ends to a torn sheet still okay and the smell of coffee beans on breath and clichés I’d rather die than repeat. It’s strange to look now and only see edge after edge when before I was so centered I...
Bfast: Plain Cheerios w/soy milk Banana Lunch: Salad Half of wheat bagel Fruit Cottage Cheese Dinner: Veggies Fruit Pasta w/marinara (cup) and breadstick
beerito: this guy at my school put 20 dollars into the vending machine to buy cheetos and he got 380 nickels back a teacher had to take him to the office bc he was crying so hard
Plan: Breakfast: Fruit and wheat bagel 2 glasses of (280 or st) water 1 coffee (1 Splenda) (20) Lunch: Salad with not tons of dressing (150) 1/2 cup cottage cheese (100) Fruit (50) Dinner: (500) good balance pls. Later or snack at some point: protein shake. MASTER MATH III
Tomorrow! Breakfast: Banana (120) After workout: Greek yogurt (140) Snack: Bowl of cereal (210) Snack: Carrots and blueberries (150) Dinner and stuff ye
Also food!!! Okay breakfast the usual Lunch is salad with cottage cheese fruit and half a wheat bagel Dinner will be veggies soup a breadstick and beans Workout will be run 3.5 miles walk some stair stepper for 20 mins. Then do triceps Triceps machine skull crushes flys up against wall but do hard pyramid skull crusher and throw in some abs Nighttime is Greek yogurt (9 pm)
I don’t care that I am hopeless Or you wrecked You feel like home A warm sweater on a cold day My favorite pair of old jeans
I said “I’m dying” and she said “baby, aren’t we all?”
Breakfast: cereal w/ soy milk fruit Lunch: salad fruit veggies also, for a workout. stair stepper: 300 bike: 200 run: 200
I want to be healthy. I want to be satisfied. I want to be done. But I have to get there. And self sabataoging cycles will not help me do that. So for the next two weeks, I am vowing to eat clean, and get between 6 and 9 hours of exercise a week. Tomorrows plan is as follows: Breakfast: kashi go lean with skim milk (233) Fruit (67) Run 25 mins (-300) Lunch: Smoothie...
Plan for tomorrow! Okay, so wake up at 8:15 study math 3 for an hour go run for twenty or so minutes (-300) do ab workout shower etc. breakfast: normal cheerios w/skim milk (150) banana (120) coffee (30) lunch cottage cheese (90) fruit (50) 1/2 bagel w/pb (125) salad w/ff italian (135) at the gym: bike (-300) run (-100) do an arm workout! dinner: tons of veggies (100) wheat...
Tomorrow’s meal plan woooohooo breakfast: kashi go lean (220) fruit (80) lunch: cottage cheese (130) veggies (70) bagel w/cream cheese (200) dinner: pasta w/marinara (300) fruit (50) veggies (50) beans (150) mmmm workout: something arms run (-400) bike (-200) ab workout!
Sunday: (bulking) Breakfast: Kashi go lean and fruit and coffee (270) Lunch: cottage cheese (130), piece of wheat bread (80) salad (150) and fruit (50) cocoa puffs (150) Dinner: Vegetable fried rice, prezels, and apple sauce. (450) take banana (120) workout : run 3.1 miles as fast as possible (-400 cals) bike (-200) lifting : pyramid squats, lunges,...
and we”ll write things in new ways and inhale smoke and run until our lungs burn and we gasp never feeling truly alive until we see death
Tomorrow Please I need to detox. Never again. Run 2 miles in the morning Breakfast: Plain Cheerios with skim milk Lunch applesauce,yogurt,and a serving of prezels. Bring this with you to class. (80+90+140) dinner tons of veggies, fruit, and yeah. the goal is to eat very little and detox. drink 3 glasses of water at every meal.
Tomorrow's Meal Plan and Stuff
Breakfast Regular Cheerios w/skim milk (140) Fruit (60) Lunch salad w/fat free french dressing (100) cottage cheese (100) piece of toast (80) fruit (80) Dinner Cinnamon Raisin Bagel (300) Fruit (50) Veggies (75) Running: (-250)
I’m literally lying in my bed crying and just sitting here hating my life thinking when the fuck will I be normal? Why me? Why do I suck? Why do I get kicked down everytime I even try to get back up? What is the point anymore of trying when there’s no one left to try for, myself included? I need people in my life who can deal with my mental issues. Not necessarily deal, but care...
poem: i sat there watching the condensation... →
finishedkissingmydeath: i sat there watching the condensation rolling down the side of my can of diet coke, mirroring the perspiration “glistening” off of me in my evidently girlish and inhuman figure. this weather is disgusting. i love it. it’s so hot i could die. i’ve never felt so alive. i fold my feet up on the… welcome to humanity. a cloud passes overhead, temporarily shading...
i sat there watching the condensation rolling down the side of my can of diet coke, mirroring the perspiration “glistening” off of me in my evidently girlish and inhuman figure. this weather is disgusting. i love it. it’s so hot i could die. i’ve never felt so alive. i fold my feet up on the chair, smiling at the unpleasant sweat buildup causing my legs to stick to the...
I don’t even know who to reach out to anymore. I seriously should consider suicide.
tomorrow’s plan. Wake up at 9:30. Eat. 10:00-11:00 run around/jog/walk around town etc. come home. read the hobbit. eat. 1:00-2:00 go to joe’s and weight lift come home. eat a yogurt shower go to dad’s come home eat lasagna
wake up by noon eat a banana (120) run three miles (maybe outside?) (yes) go weight lift at joe’s play just dance at night eat greek yogurt and cereal (320) lunch: veggie thingie or something (400) eat a slice of pizza at dinner i guess ughhh (400) woohooo
breakfast: kashi go lean (175) banana (125) lunch: vegetables (50) cottage cheese (100) fruit (75) dinner: pasta (300) vegetables (50) fruit (75) granola bar (100)
I stop and glance around. My family is laughing. They are happy. What is happy? I am happy, right? We eat, and then relocate. Laugh some more. But I can’t. It’s my biggest fear. I walk outside. I’m just going to get fresh air. I go stand over there. And I just jump. Just like that. Because I can’t take the feeling Because I need to find my bones Time passes Am I really doing this This is what my...
i tried to whisper nothings but there wasn’t a way maybe there wasn’t a will but i know there was hope and that’s really the same thing if not for intent so since i’m a split string a bone with no ligament i’m breaking… … rotting a sad song sung i wanted to fall but i was made of air i floated along and blew through your hair against bone...